Revenge of the life

Like I ever said, sometimes the best way to against the real life is gonna be crazy. I’m totally known, that I was crush on a band. CRUSH ON A BAND. I love a band and stuck on them.I almost crazy about it. I’ve become a weak person in this moment, don’t know what to do, don’t know what to do and don’t know what to do. 

Arrrgggh actually I hate this feeling, I hate become hyperbole and confusion. It started on Sunday when I met LPST Jogja and take my t-shirt. I met Potty and friends,  which is very lucky get the permit and going to the place that could not be named. Damn, what should I do on that suckin’day? I can’t mention its date too however.T_T

I hate when I remember that they, that  my fams don’t care about me and this dream. That’s all. I need their attention, but nobody. It’s hurt me a lot.Thank God for send me Nana, Windi, Yuni and Meka, I love their way to stay beside me when I’m gonna be crying. Yeah crying. For this several day, I always crying, when I’m alone, hear their songs in my room, in the toilet, in the way, in everywhere. I just need a silent friend, not to be an adviser or an entertainer. Yesterday, for the second time I’m going to the cinema, watching Transformers, just to hear Iridescent. Lonely. Like I ever did on transformers 2.

Hasssssh, I cannot blame anyone now, and I know I can’t do that. My regret is, can’t be a part of this euphoria. Luckily friend I did, Widayana and Rika. Great job people, love you a lot. Can't wait your stories. Btw, I really miss our beloved friend. Wish I can share this moment with him. He is the best partner in crime I ever have.

That suckin’day is over. My twitter and my Facebook are crowded by them. Nice to know all the report, but it needs a big heart to read that part.  Wake me up when September ends.

Next I will, I promise, It’s gonna be my revenge. I’m gonna be live for my life, for my OWN LIFE!!!!I’ve just watch their videos live in Texas again and again. They are still awesome, they are great and always be.They are so, it’s like when you are falling in love with someone , all the words cannot explain how the best she/he is for you. You just don’t know why this is happened to you. I will be a part of the next concert^^

However, thanks for coming in Indonesia after 7 years, I hope you’ll come again for the next album. I really need you here.

sorry  for the uncomfortable condition this week, I hate using word such as just, but, nobody, can’t, don’t know, doesn’t, wanna, specially CONFUSION.but I did it. I can not say that I was right and you are wrong or the other way. We are using the different eyeglasses. Said that I’m freak, I’m hyperbole, I’m useless, I’m the siner, whatever. You just don’t know me...sorry :)