LP part 1 - I love you so bad

I'm never felt like this before, for more than 10 years I've become their fans, I trully trully know that i love this band so bad. Knows that they will come to Jakarta for the recent album A Thousand Suns on Sept 21, and find on the website that the tickets wass pre-sold since June 16, 2011, it's like a heart attack, I felt so stupid, forget about my tour planning and jump into the shit thing called "bermalas2an skripsi". I wanna say, honestly, don't know what to do to get those big chance. For a minute I'm just crying for them, I put the announcement on the wall, in front of my notebook. hope that everyday  I can do my final task harder, really harder. MUST DO!!I have a promise w/ myself that  I will going to the concert if I can finish my study earlier. I think it's gonna be my power, and the strength of the dream. I have to force my self. for more than 4 years I thought that love is like the rubbish and I felt it different now, love is loving LP.  Wish me luck ^^