growth

Do you ever feel that you grow so fast, and you do not realize this destiny in your life?
What a great God who makes you being "you". You grow as adult, you are cheerfull, you have many kinds of friend, you have family who loves you, you have a trust in God, you have a trust in your future, you are  somebody.
Well, it's talking about me , I'm feeling bad, sometimes I do not realize that I was growing as me.
 And when I realize that, I have been trough so many damn things and gotcha! I can do it with my own think. I'm so proud of myself,
I'm not crying for the stupid thing, like I ever done before. I can accept all the things which is hurt me,  it's not killing me however.
 I have another priority and thank God I still on this way. I know I can do it.
Just waiting for the day when God give his time for me, and I'll show to the world, I promise. I'm just doing  my life like the rice that I eat daily ^^